this is a "poor me" journal. my boyfriend and i are looking for an appartment in our new city, but it's quite hard to find any. i heard about several other people who looked for an appartment there for more than a month and found nothing. it's really making me nervous. how am i supposed to attend a university when i have no place to live? yes i am a bit of a pessimist but i can't change that. i lie awake at night thinking about what to do. and in the next second dreaming about how cool our appartment will look and how we paint the walls and all. i want a blue kitchen...

so i'm trying to distract myself a bit. and this is why you get a feature from me now. a small animal feature. hope you like it.